I also happen to write my own blog which is at
http://spiceant.blogspot.com
being updated a couple times per month. It goes on after where my .doc life story stops.
I also happen to write my own blog which is at
http://spiceant.blogspot.com
being updated a couple times per month. It goes on after where my .doc life story stops.
Ant,
I love your "wannabe Christian" title!
yours,
Anthony
I feel your pain & anxiety.:friends::hyper::paranoid::confused::shocked::crazyeyes::dancebanana::headbang:: quiet:
I stopped my education and am quickly moving toward living with the Hunzas in the Hunza valley in North Pakistan.
At this rate i will be away from civilization (supermarkets/cars) within a quarter of a year
It just appears i don't go to the hunza's. Thats just a little statement and the hunza idea is not happening anymore.
I just got a bit upset. My 2 year younger sister has a small job to earn a few remnants of money. I do it for her or partly sometimes. Bringing around mail to people in our neighbourhood. Now i insist on doing this wearing nothing but shorts going barefoot and bare-everything else for several reasons. I am not going to get in a better shape by wearing a raincoat and my feet arent going to get any better with shoes. My family insists people will kill me or beat me up because they'll think i'm nuts and crazy. For some reason, they insist this summer rain cools me down if i dont wear anything. And the rain does indeed cool me down, but wearing clothes either make me colder (by becoming wet and sticking to my body) or overheat me by isolating the rain and by warming up the warm air beneath my clothes even more. When this summer rain falls on my skin while i keep moving, it feels rather gentle and it encourages me to excercise (and keep warm). I feel that by bringing around the mail in the neighbourhood while excercising and bearing the rain and stares i will grow more powerfull and get in much better shape. Beside that, half-nude excercise would allow my skin to excrete this many more poisons, too.
I would move out of the house if possible which my parents demand, but by the official ways it will take years, which seems like an eternity to me. Apparantly the worst enemies are within my own household. They insist i hide my lamp under a bucket (where i suppose it will die for lack of oxygen).
I'm thinking of finding a household that will support my actions.
The temptation of simply going along with the flow is significant, but i hate the idea. It feels like prostituting myself to the devil. I hate it. I want a to be just, honest and straightforward; standing for what i believe is worth standing and dying for. Not being a damned dishonest hypocrite.
Am i blessed that this commitment causes persecution?
Should i give a cheer that this is happening?
Yours truly in the face of world opinion,
well Spicey :friends:
you are a 100% genuinely unique individual--:) keep writing Spicey :help: keep talking and mostly keep seeking spiritual things :read: :friends: that to me is the most important thing--that everything we do and the goals we set be focused in the spiritual :love: and thanks for sharing your thoughts and concerns with your friends :friends:
Dear Spice,
You are just the age of my nephew with whose dad and mum I live (having none of my own), whats more you even sound like him:D
Hey its ok to be mad at your dad and mom:rant:
By and by you will get the hang of it
Parent are nothing more, nothig less
They are just human beings:heartbeat:
We on this board are very honored to have you with us:hug:
Farhat
i quess i know they are just humans and i feel those feelings of anger have been repressed and come to surface now that i gain the clarity and the will to figure myself out
Well....
all I can say is I really like "The Gods Must be Crazy " too!
MacGiver was fun to watch with my children years ago.Haven't thought of it in years.
Raw food is best , but I like cooked meat & bread!:D
Too much thinking and striving for perfect health and life style can be a trap.
Much peace & healing can be gained through a personal relationship with our Creator and the power of the Holy Spirit.
There was a wonderful message given in church last Sunday to the little ones. They talked to them about all the people & things we have in our hearts. That we all have a hole , an empty void ,we try to fill up with many things. It can be a source of pain with it's emptyness.All the things we may do to try and fill it. But there is only one thing that will. To invite the LORD into your heart. GOD has put the empty spot there , we just need to invite HIM in.
I will pray for you.
Blithe