02-23-2009, 10:34 PM
The Journey Home – I Timothy 4:12
Such heavy words come down like darkened clouds upon a guilty soul,
Whom, though struggling through the darkness, seeking to become whole—
Falls flatly on the face of grace, stumbling o’er his very flesh;
Recognizing painfully so, these steps all lead to certain death.
“Be thou an example of believers†to those who waddle past;
Yet it seems the best that I can do is to tangle up within their grasp.
Why, just the other day I tripped o’er my blazing, wagging, raging tongue
In the presence of another believer who must have thought me dumb.
‘Tis bad enough to falter in the darkness all alone—
But to manifest a twisted heart— that only drives the horror home.
While I often find some solace in those humbling words of Paul:
“….the good I would, I do not,†as the evil overcomes.
I concede there is a danger of a twisted sense of liberty;
An awry crutch to lean upon giving false hope to my ignominy.
Charity, His spirit, simple faith and purity—
Do I dare to even think these things exist inside of me?
It’s time to sink spurs in my flesh and bring those sharp reminders home;
Purity precedes the peace-in-heart that we each seek on the journey home.
© j hanning 2009
Such heavy words come down like darkened clouds upon a guilty soul,
Whom, though struggling through the darkness, seeking to become whole—
Falls flatly on the face of grace, stumbling o’er his very flesh;
Recognizing painfully so, these steps all lead to certain death.
“Be thou an example of believers†to those who waddle past;
Yet it seems the best that I can do is to tangle up within their grasp.
Why, just the other day I tripped o’er my blazing, wagging, raging tongue
In the presence of another believer who must have thought me dumb.
‘Tis bad enough to falter in the darkness all alone—
But to manifest a twisted heart— that only drives the horror home.
While I often find some solace in those humbling words of Paul:
“….the good I would, I do not,†as the evil overcomes.
I concede there is a danger of a twisted sense of liberty;
An awry crutch to lean upon giving false hope to my ignominy.
Charity, His spirit, simple faith and purity—
Do I dare to even think these things exist inside of me?
It’s time to sink spurs in my flesh and bring those sharp reminders home;
Purity precedes the peace-in-heart that we each seek on the journey home.
© j hanning 2009